Since today I'm celebrating my first 30 days on this platform, I decided to gather all the 30 thoughts that went through my mind while being here. It was more or less a cycle of paranoia, narcissism, and overall irrational tendencies. LET'S START!

1. Ok, I wrote my first post, people will be MINDBLOWNED.

2. Should I post this tho? Is this even any good?

3. What is even „good content“?

4. I don't think THIS guy is doing any good content. It's a photo of a bird. And I'm pretty sure it's from google images.

5. Huehue noobs.

6. FIRST UPVOTE WOHOOO

7. First 50 upvotes, hah, I'm their queen.

8. This girl got more upvotes than me. Bitch.

9. This guy gets hundreds of upvotes, jesus, how does he even do it? He must be buying upvotes. Bitch.

10. I just refreshed the page 17 times.

11. 18 times.

12. 19 times.

13. Why is nobody upvoting me?!

14. I should just give up.

15. Nobody gets me anyway.

16. I will never earn money here, I should start selling drugs in dark alleys.

17. ANOTHER UPVOTE YASSSSS

18. I don't feel like writing today.

19. Get your shit together girl. Are you a pro or an average Joe?

20. Hah, that's funny, it rhymes.

21. I should stop comparing myself to other people. Otherwise I'll never find true happiness.

22. What is even happiness?

23. I should just keep writing and enjoy it. It's not about numbers. A number is nothing more than a number. My numbers don't determine who I really am.

24. I'm a good and stable person.

25. I'm a good and stable person.

26. I'm a good and stable personndvrejcsjbrkjnvi

27. Steemit should be a fun way to express myself, not a competition.

28. HA my reputation just got 37!!!!!!11!!!1 Suck on that, losers!

29. Reputation is just a number. But in my case, a very high number.

30. Should I just quit?

Thank you for reading my stuff, you're the best.

Here's a photo of a bird from google images:

Yours truly,

Magda

danielshortell