Today we did get some sleep. We took a morphine shot at midnight . Another one at 4am .
It is 6 am and a pill was taken. We will stay on 6am - 12 pm protocol.
That is where we are at.
Apointment
Oncologist 11 am
Everyone is sleeping here. Sleep is good. They need to have a schedule. Time off to recharge.
Wife just woke up :)
Coffee
Pills
That is the order. Hahaha. Nice morning so far
- All pills taken ,sugar checked , ready for next task.
Ok we moved from the wheelchair to the car. My wife took a video. Kinda funny. When you don’t have the proper tools for. Job it 100X harder.
We are at the VA inside. It took a little longer then expected.
Rolling back in there was a emotional experance. I don’t get it. Why the emotions. The deep feeling , emotions. I am hoping its the drugs and things will get back to normal. I am at my best with logic not emotions.
Its only 11:26. Vitals are good. Blood test not so good
There only 2 things going on here
- The cancer is overwhelming and unstoppable
2 the Immunotherapy is attacking my immune system
All treatment stops. New steroids different and more powerful
Increase in morphin to control pain.
The physical therapy and occupational therapy will continue. Hahaha
Lets not get stupid. We will fight to the end.
I would give the - cannons to the right of me , you know charge of the light brigade- I am to tired to play
Disappointed news.
I go back for labs on Friday . There we will see. Let’s just wait until Friday labs.
there was not a dry eye in the oncologist office. .what an emotional day.
Its 3:30 and I have been home for awhile. Talking with the kids. They just went out and the wife has been in and out, we sit and have a good conversation while its quiet.
So I will end it here.
Wolfhart