Warm greetings all. 🙏 💚
My partner/girlfriend, @kai-sunrise, held a women's ceremony at the place that we're both living (Kaï's been here for a little over a month, and I'm exploring living here part time), the Sanctuary of the Blue Dragon(fly), a blossoming community living and event space in Seaview, in far East Hawai'i, Lower Puna. I helped her clean and set up the space, made myself some food and superfood coffee, and then I went to the beach (Kehena - locally loved clothing-optional since 1955) for a few hours.
While reveling in the overflowing beauty all around me, I reflected on just how immensely I, and my life, have transformed in quite a short period of time. It didn't happen by itself, I'll tell you that.
Feeling and working through (cross-tapping integration at a particular cadence while feeling it all and breathing deeply) the emotional triggers connected to my core wounds, over, and over, and over again, every single one, as each comes up. Through months of this, I have been healing myself and my life at a very deep level, and in the span of a few months, I have been opening to and considering possibilities that would have been unthinkable just a short time ago. In truth, I feel this momentous shift is just beginning.
A few years ago I created, and have recited, a simple prayer, meditation, and affirmation, to myself, interspersed through my day. I've recited it whether I was in the depths of pleasure or pain, and more and more I've faced the pain, and in so doing, my life has become progressively more and more beautiful and pleasurable.
I love myself!
I am overwhelmingly grateful!
I am so blessed!
Thank you!
Thank you!
Thank you!
After leaving Kehena, I walked to the The Lawn (a large park with trees in front of Seaview), found a nice spot (safely) under some coconut trees, where I wrote the first paragraph of this post, and allowed the rest of what wanted to be expressed to coalesce within me.
After I walked home, Kaï, and some of her friends that were a part of the ceremony, decided they wanted to go to The Lawn, so I went twice in the same day, this time at sunset.
As I explore and expand into the new dimensions that I feel within myself, and rewrite my story in real time, I will share it with you all here. Perhaps something that I say or share will spark a similar process within you.
Thank you for sharing these expanding moments of beauty with me. 🙏 💚