You are leaving again?
I've always known I would lose you,
But, I was only uncertain of how long or short it would take.
The whispers in the dark,
The loud echoes,
The silent pounding of hearts...
All pointed to the fact that;
I will turn around one day,
Without catching a glimpse of your glittery starlit face.
Oh! It hurts a lot
Your eyes are no more staring into my bare cold face.
I hear your voice amidst my sobs,
But when I stop to listen,
I get greeted with pin-drop silence.
Your presence has dissolved like snow,
The sun has melted you away.
I've always been so afraid of losing you to the unknown.
Now it has dawned on me that my deepest fears are now my biggest reality.
Kara, I loved you
I'll always do.
No matter how far you go,
I'll always have your heart knitted with mine.
Goodbyes are hard to say,
I do not dream of forcing one out of my quivering lips.
I will patiently wait for you, Kara.
You will return!
This is my greatest hope.
But if after a decade you do not come home to me,
I'll not give up on you.