4 years ago, the future was unsure and somedays were scary and painful. We did not even dare to think of the next day, what more the future. But our 2nd son, Jansen, continuously amazes us as he beats every single ordeal of CDH and its complication. Life is still not a bed of roses for us (and for many too, this I know), but we are thankful he is alive till today whilst being given 50-50 chance of survival only. We have come to terms with living one day at a time and keep giving thanks for the now-moment rather than being fearful of the future. Fear is still very real when we know he is still way below the chart and that he is classified as failure to thrive (as of now), but I would like to see fear as a roaring lion without teeth - one that only roars but can't devour. Ha! We want to stand together in faith as we persistently kick the CDH butt! Smack! Smack! Smack! Thank you Steemians for your love, prayers and support which without, we could not have gone so far.