I still have an anxiety problem and no matter how I fight it off it still holds me down and I thought that I was just shy and keeping things to myself not really knowing that it really is just a symptom of anxiety.
It is apparent in the days of my schooling where sometimes I tremble and get those butterflies in the stomach or like you just drained with all your energy in a few seconds or like blood just went out from your body sensation in certain conditions and situations that you feel threatened at some point, then you feel those uncomfortable feelings that lingers.
It is not good to live with anxiety disorder, it robs you of better things that could happen. You will also be afraid of talking to someone or at least get uncomfortable especially in the opposite sex.
Anxiety already had begotten numerous disorder in my body including not being so outgoing with other people because I feel that other people are somewhat hostile against me so I find it hard really to establish friendship if I could at first break the ice and start conversations.
Even though I knew a person well I still feel like anxiety is eating me because I remember at one point wen I visited an ill friend of mine. As we converse I just started to tremble, stutter, and lose sensations in my body because of our simple talk. So I have to leave early so that I could stop it. That is the way I feel most of the time and I just attribute it to my current illness although I got the condition on my childhood.