
I am much better today compared to the last few months that I had spent trying to alleviate some of my body pains by medicating my parathyroid with Cinacalcet because of this darn gland that is just in a hyper mode ever since probably after I first began my dialysis.
But I am much grateful and thankful that my back pain had improved and the pain from it is not very much noticeable especially when I am laying down on my bed because it was like a giant vice grip was pinching it and no amount of resting and laying down could ever make it improve until I took Cinacalcet.
Now my complaints was this extra water weight in my body that my nurses doesn't seem to care to solve as I have to bargain but my pleadings goes into deaf ears. If only I was reaching my dry weight I would be in a much better well-being but that is really a very hard thing to achieve with this kind of health-uncare that I am receiving.
So I am just not comfortable in walking or moving around because it makes me go as breathless like a fish out of water. Maybe the upcoming hot weather will help me achieve my dry weight goals. A "dry weight" is my true body weight without extra fluids.

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This weekend I will have my Parathyroid tested again if it is responding well to my medicine, if not then I could not do anything anymore about it until I get the Parathyroidectomy which aims to take off most of my parathyroid so that it will not be able to pump of its destructive hormones in my body and cause my Leontiasis to progress.
Taking extra Cinacalcet is out of the question, I will not take more as I could not afford it anyway plus I will not be able to eat anymore because of its nasty side-effects like nausea and appetite loss.
As soon as I am certain that I could afford whichever, my needed Parathyroidectomy, Kidney transplant, or Peritoneal dialysis at home I will go forward with it if God wills it. Right now I see that I could not do anything much with my finances so I will just have to continue with my diet management and my parathyroid medication therapy. I just needed much prayers and all the help that I can get. May God help us all.