My Tinnitus is Killing Me


Hello again every one I really do not like to live like this with my ear ringing as if I am punched to near knockout, I do not know what really is its origin but it is very uncomfortable when I start to notice it.

There are past events where I have experienced tinnitus after ingesting aspirin but it always goes away but this one came out of the blue and I was wondering what causes it considering that I do not take any other medicine except my parathyroid medicine and my phosphate binder.

But it is possible that the cause was my Leontiasis condition because it affects the bones and the hearing system has the smallest bone in the body.

If it is being degenerated by my condition then that is it, I cannot do anything about it anymore but to pray that it would not get worse.

Blindness is another thing I was worrying about because Leontiasis affects the whole face and if my facial bone continues to grow it would pinch the optic nerve thereby making me blind.

It makes me feel fear and worry because these things are possible and I could experience them before I die.

If only suicide is okay then I would have taken my own life but my life is not my own and it is God that has the right to take it.

But my longevity is proving something based on the bible written in Ephesians 6:1-3;

"Children, obey your parents in the Lord, for this is right. Honor your father and mother,” which is the first commandment with promise: “that it may be well with you and you may live long on the earth.”

Well I lived long alright and I really am nit fully appreciating it because of these obvious reasons but I know that any bible-informed individual could agree that the above verse proves something about what I have and been doing in my life and at least I am happy about it.

May God continue to help me.


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