I've been thinking about what really matters, now that my time is completely my own and there is nothing undone that I know needs doing.
I've been interested in a lot of different possibilities for projects I might embark upon. I first thought I might like to get a investment adviser license of some sort, so that I could be more competent (and legally protected) when helping others with their finances. I truly love contributing to the abundance of others, and no longer believe that business consulting is the best way of doing that. That's why I retired once I didn't need the money from that anymore.
But then I realized that I just couldn't get myself to even study that material, a sure sign that it's not really for me.
Then more recently I became fascinated by the field of energy medicine again. I have had strong interest in it off and on for a almost 30 years. I've been a Reiki Master almost 25 years, and have also worked with crystals, chakras, channeling, shamanic trance, and shaktipat transmissions over the years. I've also sat with a VIBE machine, one of the early versions of pulsed electromagnetic devices available to the public. I would never buy such an expensive, hard to move machine, but I can't deny that it had a profound effect on me in just 3 minutes, despite my skepticism at the time. And then there was the spontaneous experience I've written about previously wherein I temporarily had the ability to heal others just by looking at them. I also received distance healing sessions from a professional healer that had measurable effects on me. And of course, I was a psychotherapist for almost a decade before going into business consulting, which is a different sort of healing modality and one which I was able to work energy medicine into.
As such, it's not a huge stretch to think that I might like to add another healing modality and start offering it to others in an organized, concerted way.
But then I discover I'm just not excited about the business end of getting people to realize I have something they want, sell them on it, schedule them, and try to get them commit to continuing to deepen their results over time. (Marketing, sales, logistics, relationship management)
Ultimately I'm beginning to understand why people set themselves up to always need money. It is what motivates them to apply themselves to some of the less fun parts of creating results in the world.
Give and Take
We are here to interact with this world.
We want there to be a give and take. We want to exhale our gifts to positive effect, and inhale the appreciation and gifts of others. We want endless expansion to come to us through this circuit of giving and receiving, as we influence and are influenced... learning, growing, and prospering with others.
At least, when we're psychologically healthy, that's what we discover we want most. When we're stressed out or convinced of a zero sum game in a hostile world, well then there's a more selfish, solitary preoccupation that takes over. But when there is a sense of well-being and ease, I believe this is what people discover they really want out of life. To grow in a field of joy, and share it with others who are doing that too.
Love expanding.
Well, I'm still not sure what I'm going to do. I've been enjoying buying different PEMF devices and loaning them out to family members. They've had incredible results! For example, one of my sisters had an aching elbow that had even begun to bruise after a week of not getting better. Within minutes of my putting my Sota pulser on her, she had no pain, and by the next day though some of the pain had returned, the bruise had completely disappeared.
My dog also loves lying on a mat I have that has a FIR mechanism (far infrared), though she hops off if I turn on the PEMF function. I myself haven't had any noticeably positive effects from either device, but they do feel good, so I keep using them. Mostly for myself I'm focused on chiropractic care right now. That's been helping me rid myself of neck and shoulder pain that was getting so bad it was waking me up in the night when I turned over in bed. In just a few sessions that ended, and I look forward to being able to dance again without pain.
How About You?
If you could do absolutely anything you want to benefit others, what way would you like to benefit them in?
How would you organize things so that you could offer that to lots of people?
Or would you be satisfied offering it to very few people, perhaps only immediate family?
