Crypto or Bust for me, absolutely no plan B

Maybe to my own detriment my attitude lately has been a bit extreme. I keep on thinking that knowing what I know, I can't simply put the suit back on, sort of speak, and return to the idea of the 9 to 5. I say this, not because I think someone is bad for having a day job, of course not, but more because I'm having the hardest of times being OK with the idea of having a boss in my life again.

My biggest frustration was always the political aspect of working in management. The pantomime we call hierarchy that everyone willingly participates in, yet everyone secretly despises. If you've been in the ranks, I've you've held a title in a corporation you know exactly what I'm talking about.

The dynamics are play are so interesting to me. As someone who observes people as both a curse and a gift, I can't help but to feel like I'm watching a savage ecosystem with the most basic of rules. Big fish eat the little ones, Lions don't feel bad when they kill prey, that kind of thing.

I also learned to recognize the lions, before they ever grew a single hair of their mane. I guess its hard to describe, honestly you have to just be there, you have to participate of it at different levels to fully grasp what I'm talking about, otherwise it sounds like I'm just attempting to be poetic about a job.

My friend @clayboyn likes to talk about how we've moved into a society that is too quick to dehumanize others. A society that loves labels a little too much and does not appreciate the value of individuality. I think for the most part he is right on, his observations are quite accurate. However, the hard question, the impossible to answer question becomes... Who is doing the dehumanizing?

Do you see why this is imposible to answer? Because many of the people who participate of this ecosystem, who create these somewhat hostile environments, the bosses if you will, were once 'human', are still 'human', they are still flawed, they are still scared, they are still full of doubt, with a job that they also have to pretend to care about.

Everyone is acting, everyone is playing the game, that is exactly why Its so hard for me to go back. It seems like I would be walking right into the show, but now I know, now I truly know, everyone around me is just acting....