My entry to "What does today mean to you? 2:24"

It is 7:24 am time to start with today's NaNoWriMo.
“Don't give up” I read in two comments. There is nothing to win. I only want to do it and who knows even proof it is possible. I am a mobile phone use only. I write a long text on my mobile phone. If I can do it, you can do it too.

The main thing about writing is you make time for it.
My biggest problem is I have a lack of time. Even if I start early – like I did yesterday – it is at the end of the day or even night I come to posting it. What the hell am I wasting my day with? I can not tell you, not even if I read my dairy day back I cannot find the bottleneck. Yes, to me it is a bottleneck. I want to write, it is what writers do. A writer writes. You are a writer or you are not. The need to write is there just like others feel the need to draw at each minute of the day.
If you do not feel the urge to you can write too, make a drawing but it is different. You will not miss it, you are not getting a “bad mood”.

Being on Steem is not good for me.
I wrote it several times. It mainly is not good for me because I do not come to writing. I said it yesterday too, you might have missed that remark if you did not read all I write so I can repeat myself without any problem. I do write but it is not what I want to write.
I like tales, stories. I like to read them – always did – and I like to write and tell them.
Each story was written by me I told my children too. I read it to them and asked for their opinion. Many friends of mine read and they commented on it as well. That is what friends are for. There is no need to pay them to read me.

The first part of the morning – after I woke up, left, came back home – I spent reading and commenting.
I read a remark of a ccc-member. Someone who is not active wants to earn fast and came to join Steemit for that explicit reason. I gave him a hand as he just started. He is not a writer and has many excuses for why he does not come to join a contest, write 200 words or post 3 photos with some text. Today I read his real reason, what he stands for “If I were you I would give a higher prize 3 or 5 Steem/SBI instead of 1 SBI” was one of the lines he wrote and “By own experience I know people go for the easy, fast earning, the lotteries.”
These are the people we find on #newsteem.

I understand many come here to earn fast or to find a way to earn, survive, get rewarded to make their lives easier. But what makes them think they can get it for free? There are people – in this case, a very small community – willing to fill his pockets for doing nothing? Not one single community on Steem(it) is as small as the Curation Circle Creed. All communities have a high amount of SP and income. What does this member expect if he is not willing to invest himself? He did not delegate SP, did not comment any of the other members once, he only joined with a fast post and earned for that. Yes, he earned. He earned for being a member, for joining a contest. Each time he earned and more as he did as he had just written a post or posted a photo.

The community CCC stands for Curation Circle Creed, not for Curation Circle GREED!
This community stands for good content too, content worth an upvote. Anyone can join. Personally, I find 1 Steem + 1 SBI a good prize, no matter Steem it's value. I wish I would have won it with each contest I joined or at least earned 1 Steem with each post I wrote. I type my finger off, am day and night busy to help out others and this is the result. Greed.
Please, play your games somewhere else. Host a contest of your own and give those 5 Steem to other people, be such a great Steemian and show your goodwill, delegate to the community and donate so prizes can be raised. I guess you are away too busy man to host a good contest but know all ccc-members will be grateful for your help and good intentions.
Who knows a good deed once in your life will benefit you too instead of your complaint. You are free not to join. I would add to that, please, do NOT join! You are not a good, loyal member. If you join a contest the other's have less chance to win and you don't deserve it. You are too lazy to invest, to write a few words, to do that bit extra and comment. You are that rotten apple in the basket that spoils it for all of us. I wish you all the best with your lotteries and easy wins and thanks for opening my eyes. I will consider lowing the prizes on my contests. If you really think I like to give away each cent I earn here and buy Steem to pay people like you, you are wrong.