Steemitmamas Parent Contest: My greatest fear as a parent

Yesterday I just participated in @crispinhung The 10 Year Challenge Lucky Draw. I shared in my post a photo of me with Baby Halley in 2009 and a photo of me with Halley and Ryenne in 2019. The year 2009 is the year I officially entered motherhood. Baby Halley entered my life. I am a mother! Wow! Even until now it's still unbelievable to me that I am a mother of three. I have no idea how I make it but I just do... 😂😅

My greatest fear as a mother is I am afraid that I am not good enough, I have not done enough to be a good role model for my girls. There are many things that I know I should and I could do better. I could manage my temper better. I could manage my time better to be with them. I could be more patience to listen to what they have to say.

But sometimes I just snap. I know I could be a better me. And I should be a better me for them and for myself. My fear is because I have not enough confident in myself. I have been "locking" my true self deep down inside, don't want to expose myself. But then I learn that I should not hide or escape my fear. I should step out and talk about it and find ways to overcome it. Even if I can't overcome it, I can learn to manage it.

Steemit has been a magical playground for me. I have met so many awesome friends and we are like a family now. I am really glad that I am a part of @steemitmamas where we can share and where understand and support each other.

We are never alone in the motherhood journey. So no matter what fear we have, we are never alone. ❤️❤️❤️