THE UNIVERSE PROVIDES
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After some truly juicy days together in the fullness of the glory of love, I again blew kisses at the taillights of my truck, as I wished the best for Quinn driving away on an extended multi-state counseling adventure alone. I of course didn’t want him to go, and though I admired that he was so strong to just drive away from me when the pull together was so strong, I knew that was something I would never be able to do. I wouldn’t be able, and I definitely wouldn’t want to. Even when he was next to me in bed, I couldn’t pull myself away. Even if I lay wide awake, I would stay next to him every single second possible just to bask in the beauty of these moments we were blessed to spend together.
It was October. The winds began to whistle as the air cooled into a crispy Autumn. Quinn got super busy. We texted less frequently, and talked even less. I could feel the distance between us as I knew he was taking full advantage of every moment of his expanding existence. His life was picking up momentum as others started getting in on what he had to share.
Only two of us remained at the Garden of Eden when Quinn left on this trip. We spent countless hours counseling each other, as we were in a unique position to be together sharing our deepest emotions. My friend was experiencing the ending of a love affair with Quinn’s younger brother, and I was feeling so many intense, indescribable emotions, while trying my best not to listen to my intuition.
We would venture out to pick sweet potatoes and greens from the garden, cover the crops when it froze, we danced, made a few videos together, and talked about love and fear, fulfillment and neediness, expansion and contraction. We held each other up when we wanted to fall, and reminded each other that life was only an illusion.
Oh how marvelous it is that the Universe brings us exactly what we need in any given moment. Though my neediness for Quinn did not manifest in him being present with me, this time of separation gave me perfect opportunity to do some much needed introspection. It also delivered me a friend to help give me balance, as well as all of my needs being met so I had plenty of time for focus on my own personal growth. Still so much to be grateful for!
Thank you for reading my blog and for going on this journey with me toward Unconditional Love!
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